i had to squeeze myself thru the narrow passage between frames of fake amorsolos and the boisterous monsters that you call your friends to get to the door. Twenty steps away all that noise has gone down to a whisper and yet I still hear you breathe. I know I shouldn’t have come and ive thought about it over and over again and im sorry I just had to hear it from you. On the way I had thought of just hanging around like we used to.. drawing images out of the fog in the bathroom mirror and maybe have coffee on the couch with only our robes on. But at this moment I think everything is clear that what we had is now the past and that I just have to walk away. I can still hear you breathe. Down his neck. And I can hear his hand on your waist. And now I hate the way you flick your hair and it hurts me coz I used to love it. we’re over, more than done. I can breathe now. Thanks for everything.
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i want to share this song with you guys. pulp – like a friend. OST from the movie great expectations starring ethan hawke and Gwyneth paltrow. The lyrics of the song is very powerful. it moves me everytime i hear it. parang 10 things i hate about you pero mas lakas tama:
Don’t bother saying you’re sorry. Why don’t you come in? Smoke all my cigarettes - againe. Every time I get no further. How long has it been? Come on in now, Wipe your feet on my dreams. You take up my time, Like some cheap magazine, When I could have been learning something. Oh well, you know what I mean. I’ve done this before. And I will do it again. Come on and kill me baby, while you smile like a friend. And I’ll come running, Just to do it again.
You are the last drink I never should drunk.
You are the body hidden in the trunk.
You are the habit I can’t seem to kick.
You are my secrets on the front page every week.
You are the car I never should have bought.
You are the train I never should have caught.
You are the cut that makes me hide my face.
You are the party that makes me feel my age.
Like a car crash I can see but I just can’t avoid.
Like a plane I’ve been told I never should board.
Like a film that’s so bad but I’ve gotta stay til the end.
Let me tell you now, It’s lucky for you that we’re friends.
